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And Again I Break DownIn the midnight
My pillow is wet again
Nothing can stop me from falling in pain

I turn my music on
Nothing else can be heard or seen
My face is twisted and frown

I cry in quiet silence
No one there to hear my mute weep
And inside my head there's a loud violence

I feel the strong desire to scream
Long breaths in and out
But my voice is nothing floating like steam

From the past painted images drawn to be shown
Unforgettable left memories and backgrounds
And far away I wanted my spirit to be blown

Convincing myself this is the last night
But yet the dark sorrow takes a hold
Fear runs through my blood when I turn off the light

A
Who Is This Girl?You're fine.. They said, it will be alright.. They insist
I close my eyes, I open my eyes.. It's still the same picture, colorless, breathless..
I look at this poor girl, who is this person? How does she know me? Why she does look familiar? ...Ah yes, it's what was left of me, the last pieces of a lost broken soul, why is she glaring at me? Why is this hate stare filled with fire in her eyes? ..She says nothing... Stares followed by silence, silence followed by memories, the present started to fade black, the past rose from the dark deep, my dead conscience begun to move inside of me, trembling like it's gonna rip apart outta me, I felt a
One-DayI’ve watched you
From the darkness
I’ve watched
And I have learnt.

You stand
Amongst the spotlights,
You walk under the sun.

Your teeth are white, and
When you flinch,
Your lips, so perfect,
Twitch.

You will have a dog behind you,
A dark hell hound of sorrow

Of tears, of bottled fears,
Of your subtle make-up smears.

Caress upon your paling skin,
The world arest in cruelty’s jest,
Will lay another stone akin,
Alongside to the rest.

We will watch you sink
A diamond once,
A jewel once,
Tinged in red
From dying smiles

I watch you, and
Wait
For this tragic end
I anticipate
Destiny, Fate,
Acursed decree

What I do know sha
The CHAMPION BullyYeah YOU, you think I don't know you?
I know you by your stench, the way you walk
That stupid twitch in your dull colored eyes

Look at her, YEAH HER
Standing on the sidelines
Eyes vacant, head hanging
Too tired to even cry any more
I know you are her enemy
By her involuntary cringe
As your worthless molecules pass by

So this makes you better? Really?
Bigger, stronger, more important?
You were able to terrify someone
With your tiny brain and huge mouth?

Tell you what you arrogant fool
If you truly want to be worst
The biggest, the baddest
The strongest of all
Take my hand, yeah right now
Come over here and look right there
The Abort Code.They can see you
They want to take you out
Interact
Pull you into the zone
But commands flash across the screen

Disengage
Disengage
Disengage

They want to infect you
Contaminate you
Make you one of them
As they judge you
More commands pass over
Running across the screen in your vision

Disengage
Disengage
Disengage

Warning!
Danger!
Code Red!

And it's all over.
Over and out.
Death's Door.Death,
Death,
Everywhere.
Does it affect me?
I don't care.

Death,
Death,
Somewhere near.
Does it scare me?
I have no fear.

Death,
Death,
At my door.
Does it haunt me?
Nevermore.
Only My ImaginationI can see you, your short brown hair
                        your big brown eyes
                        your smile that always gives me butterflies.

I can taste you, savory on my lips
                          tangy in my mouth
                          sweet on my tongue.
               

I can hear you, your calm breathing next to my ear
                         your steady heartbeat against my chest
                         your soothing voice.

I can feel you, warm against my skin
                         cool to the touch
                         burning with our joint passion.

I can smell you, your cool masculine mu
The Human SolutionThe Human Solution:

Ladies and gentlewolves, I come before you today,
To speak on an issue that is close to our hearts.
For many centuries, we Wolves have struggled;
Continuing to seek a final solution to 'the Human Problem'.

Many of you might have heard of the horror stories,
Of these furless creatures lurking in the outer reaches.
Some cities have found them living in underground caverns;
Preying upon the young pups that stray too close to their nests.

It is sad, to say the least, but that sorrow ends today;
For it is my privilege and honour as Chairman of Lycanthropes United,
To unveil our newest means of combating this parasiti
fake...When I m sad
Or depressed
I want to stop feeling that way
I want to take away that heavy
Thing on my heart
I want to smile
Laugh
I want those feelings to fade away
And then unconsciously
I fake a smile
I fake a laugh
I fake happiness
I try to deceive myself
Thinking that maybe if I do that it will become real
But I just get imprisoned in a fake world…
Idle No More
Idle No More

Scattered bravery can and will unite!

Come together and let us stand up for our rights!

Let our voices ascend from this condescending lament!

Rise up and fight against the bitter injustice to the very end!
-
Generations have come and passed
But here has come a time
Where this bloodline may be the last

This is what we call life
Choked by the government's grasp
And abiding by the lies they hurl in a mass

Promises were disguised / Words were lies
We couldn't cross that line / A law where corruption aligns

A home that I can't call mine / A reservation to silence the mourning
A place for the shame they hide / A destruct
All their hateI look across the room
I feel their anger like a wave
Of too-hot air running across my skin
But even with all their hate
Its power almost tangible,
They will never hurt me again.
Day At School, Nothing ChangesIt's a new day
Same faces, not ready for any
Why all these smiles on their faces?
I sat alone, as usual, my mate is my mouth-less bag
Going somewhere, feels more like it's a hell to me
Walls, people, objects, all running backwards, while I'm finding my way onwards
We stop, what a miserable place, sad I live here, always wanted to move...
Wait.. A girl says "Hello" I stare and hold my hand out to shake hers, and what a big grin she had, I barely could say "How are you?"...
We continue on.. That's a hospital, what a beautiful place, I've been there before, can I go for a long visit anywhere but where I am going now?
I caught myself smi
Pure...screaming.....
i tear at my clothes
i rip out my skin
the floor is bloody.

naked....
basking in hatred
nude to the plebeians
clad with sin.

rebellious.....
against these pitiful sheep
the single glory
that i am.

doctor....
they came that day
needles, scalpels, doctors.
bound me to a bed
stabbed with needles

white....
they wore white coats
along with fake smiles
as white as obsidian
but black as a cloud

frozen....
stuck on a bed
looking up
ceiling taunts me

spinning...
round and round
a ceiling fan
my eyes
my mind

breath....
slow, raspy
reeking of veneer
and medicine
yellow teeth
black gums

water....
drip
EmptyEverything is so wrong
I just wish I could fix it
Been broken for so long
I'm in little pieces
It hurts to wake up
It hurts to want to die
Going to bed thinking of
How you're going to survive
Another day, another year
Another cut, another tear
More heartache, more pain
A black cloud pouring acid rain
Filling my thoughts, my head
Melting what's inside
Until there's nothing left
My Problem Is...I've always been a friend of darkness..
Darkness have found me.. Found me pieces
Gazed into me with big cloudy black holes..
Embraced me with cold thorny shadows..
Unclothed me from my virginity..
Wrapped me with shabby layer of shame..
Took away all the pulse..
Wiped off what I thought I owned..
Sucked out all the sanity..
Licked me and numbed me..
Injected me with a rough touch of evil..
Flooded me with sickness..
Shaped me with hate..
Adorned me with sharp spikes..
Broke me down in deep silence..
Smothered me into the unknown..
Sunken in endless emptiness..
No escape no salvation..
No resort no hope..
Regret and remorse
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Hark.
Hark!
What is that sound?
Clocks.
Clocks!
Spinning round and round and round.

Wait.
Wait!
What do I smell?
Blood.
Blood!
Dew on the well.

Dark.
Dark!
What do I see?
Black.
Black!
As the Devil's right knee.


Strange.
Strange!
What do I feel?
Thread.
Thread!
From the Reaper's wheel.

Vile.
Vile!
What do I taste?
Poison.
Poison!
In the kurry paste?
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~tHeNaMeLeSs69 Jan 5, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Catchy; I like it.
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~unusedEmotion Jan 4, 2013  Student Writer
Nice, are we awake? I love it.
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*3xDefined Jan 5, 2013  Student General Artist
:D thank you. I was feeling a bit mischievous.
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~unusedEmotion Jan 5, 2013  Student Writer
It was pretty good
By the way, if you like writing, check out my OCT! : [link]
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~xXxLoglnax-chanxXx Jan 4, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
well i suppose the title is apt
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*3xDefined Jan 5, 2013  Student General Artist
Agreed. Although there is meaning in it
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*3xDefined Jan 4, 2013  Student General Artist
I figured as much lol anyway send me a note for the request if you want it?
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~liz72098 Jan 4, 2013
are we awake?
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*3xDefined Jan 4, 2013  Student General Artist
Bravo :D
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~liz72098 Jan 4, 2013
that was the first thing I noticed honestly xD
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